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A disappointed day, today.
A dejected day,today.

Again, you asked me what I feel.
Are you leaving with a happy heart or heavy heart?
I said that I am leaving with a heavy heart.
Of course!
I feel bad.
how could u smile after you've got the final essay feedback and the feedback not as good as I expected?
Can anybody tell me how?

Don't give me extra tender solicitude, plz.
Don't look at me likt that, plz.
I understand that you're worrying about me and try to let me know that I am not that bad.
I've already improved a lot.
OK, then.

I just need time and little space to breathe and to steeped in a shadow for a while.
I'm really not that weak and wimpish.
I know how to adjust myself to this course.

LEAVE ME ALONE.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
LEAVE ME ALONE.


Don't you know? I don't wanna cry in front of you or other people.
It's diffcult to have a good smile when you have tears in your eyes.

BE REALLY STRONG!
BE REALLY STRONG!
BE REALLY STRONG!